I remembered that I made a blog. It was kind of a flash of sudden realization that I have been a very irresponsible person. How long has it been since I posted? Last time I was supposed to read something for the book club, so that must have been a while ago. Anyway, life hasn't changed much, only that I'm a high schooler, and my head is plotting mutiny behind my eyes for all the stress I've been putting on it. Other than that, I still strive to write, fight writer's block, struggle against math, and... love video games. I haven't been reading very much, which is a very depressing thought. The books that I've been reading are all for English. I have been able to squeeze in a couple of chapters every now and then, but I still find it very hard to find a good book any more.
So, lately I've been trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my life and have come to the conclusion that I have no idea. No idea what college to attend, no idea what path interests me and no idea what I should do, I'm at a crossroads with myself and have no idea what to do!! grrr.... Until then I'm waiting to see where I'm strongest in and go from there. I don't feel inclined towards a music major, because though I love playing flute, I don't feel as though I want to base my life around it. I know for certain that I won't major in any medical or science fields, and definitely not math. English I can enjoy but do not have the skill or talent to progress in. I enjoy history, but only the concepts and developments that the civilizations faced over time. That leaves me with... absolutely nothing! Digital Media has been fun though... it hasn't been overly taxing and I can easily grasp technology concepts after they've been demonstrated once or twice. Gah! Any suggestions followers?
Anyway, when it comes to my social life I've been about as social as a tree. I find myself unwilling to attach myself to one group of people, whenever I think I should get acquainted I find myself lacking the social skills. That's always been one of my major weaknesses I'm afraid, antisocial and disconnected. No romance on my end, every now and then there will be an alright looking guy but usually that's about it. No enemies to report either, so I guess in a way I'm just lying low until I can find a good opportunity to make a mark somewhere.
I think that's it for now, I'm going to try and post more often, because I know I should, but anyway, I'll repost later. So long for now.
So, lately I've been trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my life and have come to the conclusion that I have no idea. No idea what college to attend, no idea what path interests me and no idea what I should do, I'm at a crossroads with myself and have no idea what to do!! grrr.... Until then I'm waiting to see where I'm strongest in and go from there. I don't feel inclined towards a music major, because though I love playing flute, I don't feel as though I want to base my life around it. I know for certain that I won't major in any medical or science fields, and definitely not math. English I can enjoy but do not have the skill or talent to progress in. I enjoy history, but only the concepts and developments that the civilizations faced over time. That leaves me with... absolutely nothing! Digital Media has been fun though... it hasn't been overly taxing and I can easily grasp technology concepts after they've been demonstrated once or twice. Gah! Any suggestions followers?
Anyway, when it comes to my social life I've been about as social as a tree. I find myself unwilling to attach myself to one group of people, whenever I think I should get acquainted I find myself lacking the social skills. That's always been one of my major weaknesses I'm afraid, antisocial and disconnected. No romance on my end, every now and then there will be an alright looking guy but usually that's about it. No enemies to report either, so I guess in a way I'm just lying low until I can find a good opportunity to make a mark somewhere.
I think that's it for now, I'm going to try and post more often, because I know I should, but anyway, I'll repost later. So long for now.
